I have feelings too..

 Its been a busy work week like normal, nothing new! Just trying to live my life to the fullest and not let anything get in the way of me and my family. This weekend was the worst I felt in years. To not be trusted by the one you love is kind of heart breaking. I'm a very truthful, honest person,very to the point,for those of you who know me:) I may act like a bad ass on the outside but inside im FRAGILE ( Handle with care). I have feelings and they often get hurt and know one really knows, Im getting better though,I talk now, Ill call my mom, Friends my bestie Sandy and that really gives me a piece of mine.  I Don't like to be called a liar or any other names besides my own, it hurts. Im learning slowly but surely now that maybe I should approach people differntly too, some things you should think about before you say them, and this goes for me to. You can forgive but not forget. So I apoligize if I ever said something outta text.  I'm surely growing up a-lot! I talked to my mom on the phone the past night, and i'll have to say everything she said helped. I put it in use and It got me somewhere. God bless Mom's there truely the best! Expessially mine:) I learn a thing or two about her new every week! So thank you mom, for that talk sat night!  I'm hoping one day my daughters will blog about me, and our long talks! Not so sure I want them to grow that fast though:) There my world, I find myself saying this often! Abigail is approaching the 6 month mark,sigh:( im so sad, I love her at this stage, were head-band crazy! I figured she's the last of the group so she's my ROYAL princess, My twins agree! Princess ABSTER as they say:) 

My Royal Princess

Im Looking forward to the next two days off, for some time with my ladies. Monday or tuesday is a twin night, we go to meijer or target and shop:) We don't always buy toys etc, it's just a fun night out with mommy. I'd have to say I really enjoy it. They are so fun and are mommies clones:)  Everything they see or want they say "Mema or Bpa will buy it' :) 

My Two little shoppers!!