Designers:)

I'm so in love with hand-made stuff these days! Never would of thought it! I recently have my own designer lol Brooke Sherman, she quite amazing! Her stuff is awesome! If you have young babies/ toddlers, girl or boy she will make them look like a prince / princess. I love her to pieces! She's a twin mommy too, so we have lots to talk about! Heres a few of her awesome creations, check her out at Twinsie Tutu's on Facebook!

Here's an idea of things i've got!

Thanks Brooke!

I have feelings too..

 Its been a busy work week like normal, nothing new! Just trying to live my life to the fullest and not let anything get in the way of me and my family. This weekend was the worst I felt in years. To not be trusted by the one you love is kind of heart breaking. I'm a very truthful, honest person,very to the point,for those of you who know me:) I may act like a bad ass on the outside but inside im FRAGILE ( Handle with care). I have feelings and they often get hurt and know one really knows, Im getting better though,I talk now, Ill call my mom, Friends my bestie Sandy and that really gives me a piece of mine.  I Don't like to be called a liar or any other names besides my own, it hurts. Im learning slowly but surely now that maybe I should approach people differntly too, some things you should think about before you say them, and this goes for me to. You can forgive but not forget. So I apoligize if I ever said something outta text.  I'm surely growing up a-lot! I talked to my mom on the phone the past night, and i'll have to say everything she said helped. I put it in use and It got me somewhere. God bless Mom's there truely the best! Expessially mine:) I learn a thing or two about her new every week! So thank you mom, for that talk sat night!  I'm hoping one day my daughters will blog about me, and our long talks! Not so sure I want them to grow that fast though:) There my world, I find myself saying this often! Abigail is approaching the 6 month mark,sigh:( im so sad, I love her at this stage, were head-band crazy! I figured she's the last of the group so she's my ROYAL princess, My twins agree! Princess ABSTER as they say:) 

My Royal Princess

Im Looking forward to the next two days off, for some time with my ladies. Monday or tuesday is a twin night, we go to meijer or target and shop:) We don't always buy toys etc, it's just a fun night out with mommy. I'd have to say I really enjoy it. They are so fun and are mommies clones:)  Everything they see or want they say "Mema or Bpa will buy it' :) 

My Two little shoppers!!

 

Pause Please:)

Finally, im some what relaxing. The last two weeks have been crazy busy! Will's back to work so wed-friday my sister watches the girls! Its so much work getting them all up and around in the morning. I have to get up at seven to make sure everything goes smoothly. Which you really can't determine that with twin  3 year olds and a 5 month old. I guess when I get my routine back, I'll be good to go:)  Things have been really good here. Abigail is cooing up at storm and really out does her sisters! Its so funny. I can't wait to see her personality blossom over the next few months!

 5 Months

    My twins are quite the entertainment these days. The stuff they say is just hilarious! When I scold them now they say'sorry mom' makes me want to kiss them right away! it's so sweet! They also repeat anything they hear, so I'm really trying to watch my language!

Makayla, throwing a Tantrum!

  The last two weeks have flown by! when you work 40 hours and have three kids, life is non-stop! I almost want to push the pause button to get  a break and to make them stop growing a bit! i'll be super sad when there all teenagers and look back at this:( Im super thankful though. Gods given me a lot!  Im following a lot of wonderful blogs and story's. I think I feel the happiest when I see all the good in the world and not think so much of the negative. I've not always been a real positive person. I'm working on it though, surronding myself with good people and storys, and i've never felt happier. Since i've became a mom I've learned to love alot! I care so much about other kids and familys, it's a remarkable feeling.  I'm definaltly on the right path, with all my good friends,family and kids/hubby, Lifes turning out amazing.

My Life!

Sick Day~ Amazing Photos

What a crappy way to start off the work week. We had an awesome photo session with Amanda Marie yesterday,here at home. Yep, she came over and took such awesome pictures of my little girls. We loved her! She's awesome with kids and people and it did'nt feel awkard or anything with her here! Pure fun and so worth the money! We will be having her again! She is an awesome person and does a great job at her JOB! Thanks again Amanda,for capturing the most memorable moments of our family:) It ment the world to me. I looked at our pics all night! AMAZING!  After that is when the fun began lol (not really) The twins or should I say Kenny was super hot and cranky! Thought maybe she was tired but took her temp and it was 100.2! yikes! To bed I put her,poor baby. Then not even an hour later I smell poop! ugh, go in there room and Makayla had mad diahrea! thank GOD, SHE had a pullup on or I would of  have had a huge mess!!! So thats a little run down of our day. Today im home.called in. Which I hate doing unless it's a something with my girls, I never do! She seems to be feeling better,loading her up on childrens advil and that seems to do the trick, so maybe she'll be fine tomorrow? who knows! Mema did come to the rescue and brought me Bigbys! Can always count on her to do me a favor! Love her more each week! Thanks mom!

Just love the pictures!!

Three years ago and some change..

Makenna 1 day old

Makayla 1 day old

 I still remember the first  day I brought two babies home from the hospital, both weighing under 5 pounds .  It's like an embeddded memory.  I was single then. Yes raising two twins wasn't what I had planned but I knew if god had another path for me, he'd show me the way.  I remember the last day they were in the NICU, I was scared and sad. Really, Two babies my first round!! I was surely blessed but not so sure how I was going to survive the long nights ahead, and all the other fun motherly stuff. That day the NICU nurses wheeled my two bundles down to my car. This was it, I pulled my car up, they helped me put them in and I was off! It was so strange. I cried all way home. tears of joy,and tears of (Im on my own). Just me and my baby girls. I drove like a snall that day too, I was so worried from that point on. I was their mother and I was gonna do everything in my power to protect them:)  The first night home my aunt stayed. Needless to say I did'nt get an ounce of sleep. I was up round the clock,feeding,changing diapers,rocking and playing both roles. It was my choice to do this so I  took responsibility.   They were in and out of the hospital alot when they were little so it took a toll on me. I survived though. I new things would change. When they were about 8 months old, I decided to move in with there dad. It wasn't easy transition,but we both wanted the best for our twins and us. Moving in with him was a great move. I felt like I could actually breath and give the the life they deserved to have. I feel like I missed so much with them, that I 'm now doing for Abigail. I wish I could rewind things, be that awesome little family I have now and bring them home again, but I cant and I would'nt. Things happen for a reason and this makes me love myself and my family that much more. These girls and Will have made me who I am today. Im happy as a clam. I may not be rich,real skinny and have everything I want but I do know one thing. I have the best gift ever. My girls and there dad. It doesn't happen over-night,but im a true believer everything happens for a reason.

There first night home:) (WOW)

Just over a Month old

Nine months and we all became a FAMILY:)

Miss , Abigail Elizabeth

4 months old and full of JOY!  

Abigail Elizabeth 4 months

She completes our family! We love her, sisters adore her and she adores them. This thursday she is 5 months old. Times flying and i'm trying not to miss anything! Here are some pictures from her photo shoot with Rikki leigh photography. The pictures say a thousand words. She just BEAUTIFUL! Mommy loves you Abigail Elizabeth.